I had a rough day today but I pushed through and made the decisions I needed to. The best thing that happened today was that I spent about 2 hours on the phone with my uncle - the one person who probably understands my situation and the way I feel about it the best. It was so nice just to hear his thoughts and tips and I was struck several times by how well he knows me.
So, as I'm going to bed now, I feel at peace and hopeful and strong.
Good for you! Yesterday I realized I should have said this...
ReplyDeleteAnytime you think life is dishing out difficulty, just think of your hardest day at the ridge. You were sick, blistered, and physically exhausted, but you finished it. That has to put things in perspective. That was hours of physical and mental pain. Nothing can be that hard (well except maybe labor :) Everything else is easy! Things may seem overwhelming, but they are small in comparison to some of the challenges you have faced and conquered thus far.
do you think booking another week sometime in a few months would help? maybe keep you motivated knowing youre going back and seeing the same trainers/guides?
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